Monday, June 26, 2017 Watching Over Me
I had such a good day yesterday! I am feeling better and better, more and more confident in our new relationship, in the tools I have to handle emotional problems and in my new life direction. What else can I do but follow and pursue what I really love? Last night I started missing Irene and I said out loud, “I’m starting to feel sad and missing you, baby.” … and it was like someone just waved their hand and removed it from me. I told Irene what I experienced, and validated it and thanked her. It was amazing! I probably don’t have to actually tell her out loud like I do, but I love talking to her out loud anyway and it can’t hurt. I was also thinking last night about how much time I spend meditating and what I'm actually trying to accomplish – making that hyper-real contact with Irene and heaven that NDEers and other spiritual practitioners talk about. I want to spend more time actually meditating for that purpose. This morning I meditated ...