Wednesday, July 12, 2017 In Search of Regular Conversation
It's been a busy couple of days. The kids got in at 2:00 am yesterday morning from their Colorado trip. I tried to go back to sleep but couldn’t. I got lots of work done both for work and for this blog. I knew it was going to be a challenge because they were going to be here most of the day yesterday and today Gerra & Jace will be here and we went into town to court to finish up the adult adoption. I wasn’t able to talk openly to Irene or my spirit team and I had decided not to bring Irene up in order to see how I would weather it. Lately I’ve been feeling that what she and I are personally trying to accomplish is something best kept to ourselves unless asked and put on the blog for those who are interested or shared in interested groups. I don’t want to “force” what we are doing or my methods on the family or anyone else. That’s an old Sant Mat perspective – if others are interested, then speak; otherwise, let life go on here as normal. ...