Summer Blues
Today was a decent day. Got to badly missing Irene a couple of times, but I'm sure that will continue as long as it takes to see her again. I don't mind it, I embrace it. Nothing wrong with missing the woman you love. I tell her not to worry, that it's just the way it would be regardless of the situation if I didn't get to see her or hear her voice for months. Most of the time, though, I talk to her and the others just as normally as I would talk to anyone here, only there's no responses you can hear. It would probably seem pretty crazy to most people, but actually I think it's what has made the situation as good and livable as it is. I would really like to have some more experiences, though. I guess I'm the impatient one now. Throughout our time together here she was always the impatient one, wondering why what we intended and affirmed didn't happen sooner or faster. Now I feel her advising me that we will be back together soon enough...