Confirmations and a Kiss
Some days are largely blah days - not meaning I feel bad, but that I just feel utterly unmotivated to do anything. Usually a certain kind of atmospheric conditions accompanies/causes it, along with interactions with people that negatively affect my vibrational happy place. Both were going on this past weekend, culminating in a particularly affected day yesterday. Lately I've been more focused on tuning into a fully shared experience with Irene. I want to be able to exist in both experiences at will. Instead of trying to do something I did not feel like doing, I spent a lot of time doing hypnagogic exercises before and after napping, and visualizations with Irene of things I found fun and interesting. One of Abraham-Hicks memes is that if it's not fun or exciting, if you don't feel good doing something, just take a nap. After doing just that, I woke up and turned on the TV and the channel had been changed again to one of Irene's favorite shows, Fixer Upper...