Major Synchronistic Event & An Amazing Realization
Over the past few days I've had one of the most incredible and game-changing series of synchronistic events I've experienced yet. It started with reading some thing from a couple of different sources that, for whatever reason, caused me to start thinking that maybe I was taking up too much of Irene's time by constantly talking to her and doing visualizations with her two or three times a day. Looking back on it, that kind of doubt and thinking seems entirely out of my character. I went to be after that and did not do my usual visualizations in order to "free up" some of Irene's time. It just sounds so ridiculous now, but the chain of events that followed shows that this was all set up to produce an effect - and what an effect! When I woke up the next day I felt like crap - the worst I've felt in a long time. Not grief, but actually sad. I literally have not felt sadness in almost a year now. So, Irene and I were talking about it, and she was telling me...