Love After Life

It may seem like this blog has been off-topic for the past few posts, but getting my mental house in order has been a significant step forward.  I realize now that there was a good reason I kept resisting things like EVP and various OBE techniques along with other methods and processes for increasing my contact with Irene. Initially, all those things just felt like too much work, and I started remembering that every time in my life I worked hard at making something happen, it wouldn't and I would just get frustrated.  Most everything that has come to me in life did not come because I worked at getting it; it just came and my contribution was not screwing it up or rejecting it. Irene, of course, was just delivered into my life by source.  All I had to do was say "no" to things I did not want that came into my path, and say "yes" to Irene, even though she represented a path that, to say the least, made me very uneasy. I knew the moment she started talking to m...

In light of our success, Irene and I have been talking about how to tailor our process.  We discussed how she might help on her end, and how I can help on mine by adjusting my affirmations and self-narrative to become more aware faster the next time I visit her.  Also, we talked about ways of keeping me in the visit longer.  I got an immediate synchronistic validation from her about how we are conceptualizing all of this - meaning, I'm actually there, in the astral, while I am participating in this experience, and she is helping me with the mental/psychological aspect of that. We're having an insufferable heat-wave with continuous 100+ degree days. I can't take naps past noon because my bedroom air conditioner can't handle the heat and lack of humidity. My bedtime has been moved from around 8pm to well after 10pm. I'm actually amazed this occurred in the midst of all this heat, which usually undermines my capacity to do anything meaningful. We're having a real...

I had a rather exciting experience this morning.  Last night on YouTube I found some videos on "easy", basic ways to astral project that were different from how I normally meditate - they advocated certain techniques that started with lying down. My old Sant Mat training always said it wasn't a good idea to lie down because you'd probably fall asleep. Anyway, I decided to give the techniques a try; one was all about doing it at the time you normally go to sleep; another was about doing it at a time when you were well rested. Since I saw the videos just before bedtime I tried the bedtime technique out. I prayed my usual protection prayers before doing anything that might involve me leaving my body or experiencing spiritual phenomena. Apparently I fell asleep, because at one point I found myself awake - fully conscious - and I was looking at something happening in front of me. It was like a "shadow show" in light projected in a big circle on the ceiling...