Love After Life

I've really grown to love doing what I call "transdimensionalizing" when I'm laying down for a nap or going to bed for the night.  As I lay there visualizing and mentally experiencing having my arms wrapped around Irene and talking with her, my body starts to fall asleep while I stay mentally alert. This produces a sensation of peace and connection that seeps into the rest of my day and has been slowly providing me with an even greater sense of continued relationship and clarity. I believe this practice has led to a couple of good dreams of Irene, but honestly it just feels so good I don't really care if it is leading anywhere (even though I know it is). The other day I decided to go ahead and try more EVPs (after a couple of signs), and even bought a desktop microphone specifically for that purpose.  I wrapped my head around this by realizing that, whether or not it produces any significant results, it's still an intent and action towards better communicati...

Since yesterday, for whatever reason, I've decided to start playing the guitar again, and to start painting again.  I think it might have something to do with the new comfort level Irene and I have achieved, where I don't feel like our transdimensional relationship is in jeopardy if I don't give it my constant attention.  I haven't done any painting in about 4 years and haven't even picked up a guitar in about 10. It's not that I'm really that good at either - I'm not - but I do enjoy both.  At several points after coming into this afterlife information I thought it would be fun, when I would be with Irene on the other side, to learn more about painting and playing the guitar. I would be free to do so - plenty of time, no other concerns, etc., plus the easy availability of instructors and teachers. Yesterday I realized I'm actually living in that situation right now.  I can do anything during the day I want. I schedule my own work hours.  I can set...