Love After Life

I woke up this morning feeling great.  Immediately my "walking visualization", imprinted over whatever I happen to be doing, was of Irene and I at some balcony of a very high building overlooking a part of a city near a bay, with fantastic buildings all around and a view of a harbor where these ships and boats were coming and going, some docked. We had glasses of orange juice and a pitcher of it on the table.  This was completely out of the blue, not something I normally visualize. We had a conversation that was mostly about "allowing", a term Abraham-Hicks uses a lot.  She reminded me that in all the time that we were together physically, all the things we wanted just came to pass naturally through really synchronistic chains of events.  None of them required my personal focus, meditation or efforts, other than doing some things I felt compelled to do and basically, 99% of the time, just not getting in the way or trying to force things into my pre-existent expect...

So this morning I did a whole post on validating signs, and then this just happened. I had a dream last night - here is the entry from my dream journal:  I was looking through my old wallets and checkbook covers for photos of Irene or of the family with Irene in it. At some point I was trying to get some fans to act right. There were a couple of fans right next to each other that were “discordant”? They were playing discordant music because they were not set to the same speed. I set one fan to medium, which seemed to be the same speed as the other fan, and then the music they were playing was the same and they actually produced more wind, even though I had turned the one down from high to medium. [is this saying I should set my fan speed down from high to medium when I do EVPs?] Later I logged into the Afterlife Topics group and Kristine Ann Palma has a new post in there where she links to a great EVP she recorded of the man she loves on the other side, Josh. In that po...

I spent 8 hours out of the house yesterday visiting family and friends in town.  After getting home I spent some time going through what I'll call a spirit counseling session where I identify thoughts that are causing me pain and then talking through them with Irene and the rest of my spirit team, telling them what I'm experiencing and repeating over and over whatever it is that causes me pain. I realized that I do have actual guilt that I feel when I don't spend every second of every day "being productive" in either working at my job or working on accessing Irene and the astral world.  I identified that I feel like I'm letting her down when I'm not doing "everything humanly possible" to connect with her.  Of course, that guilt is nonsense - Irene absolutely wanted me to do what I did yesterday.  It was all perfectly set up for me to do and I felt entirely that it was what I should do.  Still, I felt guilty later. Working through the exercise...