Love After Life

Last night I couldn't get to sleep. I figured it was because it was so hot outside and kind of warm in the bedroom, so I was up until about midnight. I had tried about seven EVP contacts yesterday, with one just before I went to bed. As I've shared here and in the zoom group, our main focus has been being able to have some sort of visitation/contact, while I was conscious and aware, in the visualization-hypnagogic-dream and beyond states. That's been our goal for months now, as I've been affirming it, bringing it into my daily narration, and attempting it every time I lay down for a nap or to go to sleep. At about 3:00 a.m., one of my daughters called with some issue she was having. Again, I couldn't get back to sleep, so I stayed up talking to Irene and we wrote my earlier post together, after which I was exhausted and laid back down to do some "transdimensionalizing" with her. I started the usual way by visualizing that I had my arms wrapped a...

One of the first things I read when I started looking into afterlife information was that, while we can talk to each other in the Astral, the more common form of communication, especially between those who are close, is a form of telepathy and that we can "feel" other people, which makes it hard if not possible to deceive others (in the most commonly reported afterlife areas). However, I love my wife's voice, and so it kind of bothered me that we might not be talking to each other as much as we did here. I couldn't see how "telepathy" or heightened "feeling" could replace the sweet sound of her voice. I had some dreams with Irene the past few weeks where I could feel her emotions towards me. Although she did speak to me in some parts of the dreams, she also "emoted" to me as a way of communication. I could feel what she felt towards me, and I have to say, it was completely awesome. I've felt her send emoti...

Something I have found that I have to keep in mind is not to assign too much significance to simply feeling bad or sad.  Today hasn't been a great day.  I'm working on getting the title transfer for the truck and felt sad for a while a few times.  The air is thick and hot and I was up late watching the game with one of my sons.  Meditation has been great and I've stuck to my routine, but I just don't feel as good as I have been. That's normal life, however.  Sometimes you don't feel good.  We all have things we can feel sad about from time to time.  Not everything needs to be put into context of what "the problem" may be with my efforts to increase communication with Irene.  There's no reason to assume there is any problem. Some sadness about our situation is completely normal and reflective of my longing to be with her in the Astral; again, it's what one would expect even under normal circumstances of being apart from your loved one. Somet...

Finished the day of well yesterday, woke up in kind of neutral state, skipped the morning session because I just didn’t feel it, recited my new “us” prayer and mantra phrases while walking the dogs and immediately felt more connected and happy.  Did my exercises, sat down to work feeling positive and happy and connected to Irene. While working I’ve been talking to Irene and repeating my new mantras, and I’ve been experiencing this ecstatic joy and happiness and total connection to her for a long time.  It feels insanely good, bringing tears to my eyes and laughter – it’s like I cannot even contain it. It's crazy how good I can feel spontaneously just doing normal things. It turned into one of those amazingly good, indescribable experiences.   Later in the day I felt some fear and doubt creep in, so I sat down in the new pose (facing where Irene used to sit)  and when I did saw a cardinal at the feeder in the window in front of me.  I did abou...