Thursday, June 8, 2017 Voice & Telepathy
Finished the day of well yesterday, woke up in kind of
neutral state, skipped the morning session because I just didn’t feel it, recited my new
“us” prayer and mantra phrases while walking the dogs and immediately felt more
connected and happy. Did my exercises, sat down to work feeling positive and happy and
connected to Irene.
While working I’ve been talking to Irene and repeating my
new mantras, and I’ve been experiencing this ecstatic joy and happiness and
total connection to her for a long time.
It feels insanely good, bringing tears to my eyes and laughter – it’s
like I cannot even contain it. It's crazy how good I can feel spontaneously just doing normal things.
It turned into one of those amazingly good, indescribable
experiences. Later in the day I felt
some fear and doubt creep in, so I sat down in the new pose (facing where Irene used to sit) and when I did saw a cardinal at the feeder
in the window in front of me. I did
about 15 minutes of the new meditation and crushed the negativity and felt
awesome at the end.
Later I went to the store in town and got back, was really tired going into the evening and felt a crash
coming, sat down in the pose and there was that cardinal again, and after 15 minutes
of the new meditation I was happy and right as rain again!! For me this was confirmation on the adjustments I had made, and the commitment I have made to what I'm doing and how I go about doing it.
One of the things that I had become kind of upset about was reading some information that people on the other side don't use voice that much but rather use telepathy and I was sad that I wouldn't be hearing her voice. I got clear mental input from Irene telling me not to worry about whether or not I will be able to hear her voice "over there" – she said that even though it is telepathy, it will be even more beautiful and sweet, 10x better than hearing her voice, with clarity and purity from her to me.
One of the things that I had become kind of upset about was reading some information that people on the other side don't use voice that much but rather use telepathy and I was sad that I wouldn't be hearing her voice. I got clear mental input from Irene telling me not to worry about whether or not I will be able to hear her voice "over there" – she said that even though it is telepathy, it will be even more beautiful and sweet, 10x better than hearing her voice, with clarity and purity from her to me.
That meant a lot to me. Strange how seemingly trivial things can cause such an issue.
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