Friday, June 2, 2017 But The Food Was Really Great!

I went to store and got stocked up on my new diet food.  Felt like emotional crap pretty much all day.  The food I made was freaking AWESOME though!  I got a nap in, didn’t really help much.  I feel like I’m being assaulted all the time from all sides. It’s ridiculous. I’m so tired of me right now.  Been running an internal (even if I say it out loud most of the time) dialogue all day long to stay strong and remember that there will be better days. Really I think I'm just trying to distract myself enough to not break down too badly so I can get through the day and fall asleep.  

At least I don't have much trouble falling asleep. That's probably an immense blessing most people in my situation don't have the luxury of.  I don't know how bad off I'd be if I had to deal with this and a lack of sleep.