Tuesday, June 27, 2017 Facebook Post

Woke up today feeling neutral and blah. Wasn’t sad or happy.  Had a dream that basically assured me that at times I was in fact feeling the emotions of others as if they were my own.  In the dream there was this amazing miniature robotic horse that I (playing the role of someone else in the dream) had stopped to marvel at while I was driving around with a child I was babysitting. It was a pretty clear dream, and I almost never remember my dreams - well, at least before Irene crossed over.

Didn’t feel like meditating or praying, which immediately made me feel guilty. I meditated restlessly for about 30 minutes, apologized for not doing it longer that morning and went in to do some work.  While doing work the next door neighbor came over and said that the air conditioner/heater unit I had ordered for the back apartment had been delivered to his house last night and he just found it when he came out to go to work.  I wouldn’t have even heard him knock had I been meditating and I would have missed him - no telling how long that unit would have been sitting out there had I not gone to the front office to work.

After getting some positive feedback from my sister, Gail, and my daughters Ivori and Gerra, I decided to go and make a facebook post about the blog, basically committing myself to it.  I have been transcribing posts for about a week but no one knew about it. 

Although I have some concerns about doing it, the decision immediately makes me feel great. Not just good, but great!  Suddenly I’m extremely happy and can feel Irene all around me.  I feel totally connected to her and all my sorrow mentality is just gone.  I feel totally energized.  I’m laughing and playing with her and making funny comments I know she’d enjoy. It’s so bizarre how I can move from one frame of mind to the other so quickly and so easily.

I feel like this is what I'm supposed to do.