Friday, May 26, 2017 Doing My Part

Another normal day, with a couple of small highs and minor lows.

Although I know I don't have to meditate as Irene said, I want to start meditating again so I can gain some strength and clarity and raise my vibrational level up.  I see yesterday's message in a new light - Irene doesn't want me beating myself up and over-analyzing my efforts here to reach her and become more attuned to the spiritual.  She wants me to know that we've already got this - we've already succeeded and we will be together.  I will keep this in mind, but I still want to do my part.  I'm enthused about going down this road.

Lightening up my diet would also be a good idea.  I want to start doing work on my end to strengthen my mind and spirit and get in closer, better contact with Irene, also so I can be stronger here, more confidant, less controlled by chaotic, destructive emotions, move away from lower emotions like despair and grief  that try to suck you in and bury you.  I need to do this not just for myself, but for Irene and my family so I can be a source of strength and maybe even inspiration for them.  It’s time to really start pulling my share of the load here and not relying on Irene & God and others on the other side to do all the work.

I would like to make time every day to pray, communicate with Irene and meditate.

Ivori felt like she got help from Irene today and we were both very happy about it and encouraged by it.