Thursday, May 11, 2017 The Magic Flower Commercial, Part 2

I feel so good today, that doubt and fear driven away at least for the time being.  I totally know Irene is here.  That commercial is still blowing my mind. Something I learned today is we are always connected mentally and spiritually, so I can talk to her even while she’s not in this particular physical area – when she’s out doing other things in the spirit world or with other people in this world. I don’t have to always imagine her here and it’s okay to focus on locations here while talking, like her papasan chair, even though she may not be right there – she can still hear me, and such locations give me something to focus on when I speak – it helps to comfort me.  She understands the situation completely.

Gave Marley (one of our Pekingese, along with Pico) a bath today and an examination while I brushed him and a lot of my concerns about possible growths, tangles and matted hair appear to be unfounded.  We’re going to the groomer tomorrow morning and I didn’t want him to be too awfully dirty – I know Irene appreciated that. She would have a fit if I took the dogs out looking so ragged. This will be the first time the dogs have been to the groomer - Irene used to do all that. I'm not about to even try.

Jessica, Khloe and Andrea came over  and I told them about the commercial.  When I started the program up it was supposed to be paused on the flower commercial - that's where I paused it after Robert left the last time.  Incrdibly, when I called up the recording, it was paused on the back pain commercial instead.  I had paused it there to make sure someone would know there really was a flower commercial. That was freaking unbelievable.  I could not get the flower commercial to play for them no matter what. It only played the back pain commercial. Wow!!!!  It's amazing to me, but I'm starting to think maybe others feel like I might be losing it.  It's like Irene is saying that at least for now, this message/sign is just between us.  She suggest I use my Ipad to try to record it the next time it happened for me.

Robert and Shanna came over and I felt great.  I showed them my new curtains.  Irene never put curtains up because she just wanted all the light possible to always be in the house, but I need to be able to shut the curtains when I want.  I got some nice ones and set them so they can easily open and let all the light in. She doesn't mind. 

We were sitting in the living room and at some point in the conversation I was really wanting to talk about what I was going through but felt inhibited because I didn’t want to make anyone uncomfortable.  Shanna just started talking about how people talk to departed loved ones, like almost out of the blue so I felt it was a prod from Irene and I started talking about our project to make contact and grow our relationship even after one of us had passed. I talked about how other cultures would talk and interact with the departed and we don’t, etc. She started telling me the ghost stories about her house and how she communicates with her mother.  That really made me feel good.  It was a conversation I needed.