Percolated To Perfect Balance - At Least For Now

I went to sleep last night thinking about sleep and how it is the perfect vehicle for astral traveling and projection. You are already going into a deep, relaxed state prone to altered forms of consciousness; you are in a perfectly relaxed position where your body is safe for hours to come; and I've read where you actually do astral travel almost every night to speak with your spirit guides - but you don't remember it.  Also, in my case, I've already had a couple of fully conscious vision events after falling asleep.

This morning I woke up feeling great, happy, and like I was perfectly balanced.  I could feel the emotion and appreciation in me again.  It's perfectly normal to miss Irene; I don't want that feeling to disappear.  I like the feeling of anticipation and excited longing to see her, hear her and hold her, and my appreciation for when we are together, just like any time we were apart in life.  My angst and rebellion is gone about why I'm still here - I perfectly understand and accept it as my decision.  I had a long discussion with Ivori about everything on the phone yesterday and I think it helped me in integrating my answer into my life and ongoing relationship with Irene.  Sometimes things do just have to percolate outside of our conscious understanding and control.

I've got my brothers and sister coming in around noon today.  Hopefully this will go well, considering how good I feel right now.