This Feels GREAT!

Today, so far, I've felt great - really great.  I feel so connected to Irene it's like a constant high.  Last night there was no 6:00 bad or sad mood - my great mood lasted all through until I fell asleep.  Today there won't be much time to meditate as I will be having people over almost all day, but I don't even feel concerned about it because of this sense of connection, wholeness and joy.

Maybe it will last, maybe not, but I definitely want to make note of it.  Finding out that the "buzzed feeling" is contact with Irene has meant so much, I can't describe it.  It's put me so at ease, at least for now, that we've "done it" - we've made real contact.  I can just feel her with me now and I know how to make good contact with her.  I'm not sure what focusing on that contact sense will bring in the future, but for right now I'm feeling so good it's probably illegal.

If I have time after the kids leave I'll write more tonight.