Wednesday, May 24, 2017 Six Things I Know For Sure

I woke up feeling good, spent time talking with Irene, started feeling great again.  Texted Gerra about the commercial, she was right at that time trying to find her lost keys so she could get a new car, asking Irene to help her find the keys.  As we were texting her friend comes and picks her up and her keys are in her friend’s car!

Also, walked into my office (not for the first time this morning) and an orange box I hadn’t noticed before was on top of my plastic shelves. Had a bunch of needlepoint stuff Gerra had apparently missed so I think Irene wants to make sure Gerra gets that box. Found a great pair of needle nose pliers in that box I plan on keeping, though!

I was telling Ivori about all this and the big black and yellow butterfly I saw in the back yard yesterday, matching the small one she made a video while working on the pyramid and the giant one Freya took a picture of had that landed on Victor and just sat there while they all looked at it.  Ivori told me she saw one in her back yard and when she was driving. She also has 4 cardinal eggs in a nest made low in a shrub near her back porch so she can just look in and see the eggs.

I need to make sure I make a note on how fantastic I feel right now – fully connected to Irene, fully confident about our relationship continuing and growing, fully happy about thinking about our past, looking at her pictures, remembering us and our interactions, listening to her voice and watching videos with her in them.  I need to remember that I feel no fear, no doubt, no pain, no sorrow, nothing but immense, overwhelming love, gratitude, connection, and excited confidence in our shared experience going forward. If dark times come again, I need to remember to come back and read this and not let that darkness fool me or persuade me that everything has always been shit, that I’m lying to myself, that things will never be good again.  Yesterday I told myself over and over that at times all you can do is just hang on.  Just grit your teeth and hang on because you never know from one minute to the next when you can just start feeling better – so, so much better that you didn’t think it was possible.

During my time with Irene after lunch she told me that we are always together – that she is actually inside me, a part of me, which is why I can feel our love so intensely now.  As I was pondering this, thinking “can this be true”, I checked my mail and there was an envelope in the mailbox with the word “Indeed” on it in big letters.  This actually makes sense as to how we can read each others thoughts and feelings and have such an empathetic connection.  We’re actually two parts of a whole, and together we are whole.  I’m still wrapping my mind around this.  She’s telling me that now we have an even better opportunity to realize this, to actualizing a truly intimate sense of wholeness together because we are not fooled/mesmerized by the separate-ness of physical bodies.

Making a list of things I know so I can reference them later: 

1. I know there is an afterlife and that we inhabit it in much the same “separate entity” format that we do here (at higher levels, there is less separateness).  

2. I know that people on the other side can contact us here and interact with this world and make amazing, inexplicable things happen, which are beyond all reasoning and rationale, which means this world is not what our rational, normal minds think it is. 

3. The spirit world is right here, just on a different vibrational level.  

4. Irene and I are soul-mates. That “unbreakable bond” of love, that “connection”, means that she is in me and I am in her at all times.  She is always in me; I am always in her; she immediately knows whatever I am going through and doesn’t have to “come to me”; she’s already here.  She is with me every step, always right here with her hand on my heart and her voice in my mind. I can feel her, see her, hear her, immediately, intimately.  

5. I have felt her love in me and it is an overwhelming, powerful sensation. 

6. Irene is all about her family; I know she here for all of us working tirelessly – they do not sleep in the other realm.