Deeper Into The Connection Vibration
Felt absolutely great this morning, and that's after a full day of having family over. No 6 pm mood swing, no crash after they left, no panic from only getting in one 15 minute meditation all day. I woke up feeling great - meaning, very happy, connected to Irene, whole. It felt like we had established a whole new level of "normal" the past couple of days, where I'm feeling that we do actually have a tangible - in a way - interaction now, an interaction I can experience pretty much whenever I want.
I meditated this morning and hit that "buzzed" sensation - now it felt like more of a range of vibrations of Irene that were very enjoyable. When I meditated near noon I was in the buzzed vibration almost immediately and it was fantastic - I was able to visualize Irene easily and all my envisioned interactions with her carried with them a variation on that highly enjoyable connection vibration, as if there are different "tones" of that vibration. It's very hard to describe and it left me feeling high for a while. It also left me curious as to where this might lead.
Felt like I was sick later in the evening and started to have those 6pm blues, so I meditated again and again got buzzed and had a strong sense of Irene throughout. It feels even more like I'm about to leave my body now. Strange though - I still feel weak mentally and physically, so I think I might actually have a little bug of some sort.
When I feel better, maybe tomorrow, I want to try to see if I can get into that connection vibration while lying down, see how that is. I'm thinking that if I do ever astral project I probably want to be lying down so it's easier on my body if I'm gone a while.
I meditated this morning and hit that "buzzed" sensation - now it felt like more of a range of vibrations of Irene that were very enjoyable. When I meditated near noon I was in the buzzed vibration almost immediately and it was fantastic - I was able to visualize Irene easily and all my envisioned interactions with her carried with them a variation on that highly enjoyable connection vibration, as if there are different "tones" of that vibration. It's very hard to describe and it left me feeling high for a while. It also left me curious as to where this might lead.
Felt like I was sick later in the evening and started to have those 6pm blues, so I meditated again and again got buzzed and had a strong sense of Irene throughout. It feels even more like I'm about to leave my body now. Strange though - I still feel weak mentally and physically, so I think I might actually have a little bug of some sort.
When I feel better, maybe tomorrow, I want to try to see if I can get into that connection vibration while lying down, see how that is. I'm thinking that if I do ever astral project I probably want to be lying down so it's easier on my body if I'm gone a while.
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