Sunday, May 28, 2017 OMG It Was Mind-Blowing!

OMG I just had the most amazing experience!!!  I woke up feeling very good, did my morning prayer/talk with Irene/meditation and  during the meditation all of a sudden I was in this sunny, beautiful field with Irene and she was so beautiful, smiling so big, arms spread wide, I was just overwhelmed with that primordial sense of connection, love and happiness – tears were streaming down, just thinking of it now fills me with wholeness and happiness. It was only a few seconds but it was so clear and powerful.  I continued my meditation for a few minutes and then I felt Irene radiate from inside me with love and connection and happiness and joy so powerful I thought I would explode. I’ve never felt anything like it in my life. It was like an explosion of intimacy, wholeness and joy.  So amazing there are no words!!!

2^nd pray/talk/meditate session today, real good session, nothing spectacular at the time but I felt I got some good work done in raising my vibrational level, then a few minutes later when I sat down to do some work Irene touched me with a great emotional sensation to tell me that the talk/pray/meditate was just the work, but that those great connective/emotional torrents can occur at any time, not just during meditation so I wouldn't get too invested in the particular procedure and process.

Later some pain/sorrow washed lightly over me the thought occurred to me that I wasn’t even experiencing my own pain – that I might be empathetically experiencing another family member's pain and suffering. That makes sense because I cannot understand how I can possibly be experiencing some of the things I experience because of what has been shown to me to be real and true. It’s literally like being bipolar where I have two entirely different mindsets and concepts of reality and interpretations and memories of experience.  I have to watch out when I start having emotional reactions to not immediately think it is meaningful for me personally. It can simply be withdrawal and it might even be me picking up someone else's emotions.

Watched a TV show called "Catfish", title: Kayla and Courtney: Season 5, Episode 10.  I recommend it to everyone who is looking into the afterlife and trying to connect to loved ones who have passed away.  What occurred during filming made believers of the two main guys who do the show, changing their lives. One of the main points I took away from the show is that while it is good to do the prayer and meditation and other things to facilitate connection and to grow spiritually, interaction between the physical and the departed can simply just happen.  I'm not saying those things do not help, I'm saying they should be kept in proper perspective. There's a reason things happen the way the do and when they do, and that process should be respected.

We had a bit of a family crisis today and Irene nudged and came through a couple of times.  I don't want to get to specific about this particular event but it was obvious she was looking out for her children and helping them go in certain directions.